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Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
12:51 pm
This is the end of the old beginning.
Greetings and my Utmost Upright Salutations

Dear friends, aquaintences, and fellow lj writers:

I've decided I'm going to begin the new year with a new journal. Part of me is in desperate need to break free from what's been binding me from being able to grow from where I once was. I feel that there are bits and pieces of this journal that aren't allowing me to grow.

Now, I know I could just erase everything on here and just pretend like things never happened. But that wouldn't be growth, would it? From here I will be posting as livehippie. I am not going to alter anything in this journal and I am keeping it to look back on-- but I'm moving forward and I am not going to allow myself to be bound to this journal anymore. I'm not going to let your opinions take over what I say or what I do. Take it, or leave it. If you want to keep in contact with me, please do but under the new journal. (If you know me personally, you have my info).

I'm still the same person I once was. I'm still the same Stephanie. I still worry too much, constantly have to stick my foot in my mouth-- I'm not organized and not proud of my track record of being able to procrastonate until it's too late. I'm still addicted to singing in the shower and not being able to finish anything I start. I'm still a terrible person in action but I still have an honest heart. I'm still a selfish human in thought but I try to be as selfless as possible. I hate myself as often as I love you all, my friends..

I can't change what's happened but I can change what happens from now on. I'm going to post pics as often as possible, I'm going to be running my mouth.. ..nothing will change, except hopefully how much more I can grow.

Goodbye to you who wish not to contact me anymore. But always know if you need me I will do my best to be there.

Stephanie Christine Bailey

Current Mood: singing along tired(ly)
Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
11:15 am
Steph, why's the eggnog so runny?

Wouldn't YOU like to know?

I hope today is a better day than the past week.. no, two months, have been.

The only good times that've been had involve drinking and baking.

Today I'm going to combine both.

Current Mood: F'UCK-ED UP!
Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
11:34 am
What's a big pan of beans doing in the fridge in the garage?
That's actually a 1 1/2-ed recipe for gingerbread dough.

More armies are coming.

Be prepared.

Current Mood: busy busy busy work work work
Thursday, December 15th, 2005
11:27 pm
Happy Holidays!
I made cookies for my last public speaking class.

the last time I baked I had a proposal for marriage.

The guy who proposed wasn't there :( so I was kind of sad.

Josiah helped me out bunches and it was a great way to spend my day.

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Side view of 3/4 of the army finished.

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From the front!

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These fellows are smiling for their close-up!

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The one on the left is Josiah and the one on the right is me!

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This one is made in the image of my pal Ross.
We made sure he had his bow tie and frowny-face.

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And these were just a few of the casualties of war.
(ones that didn't make it from the cookie sheet to the cooling rack with all their limbs)

Hope ya'll enjoyed this. If you want cookies let me know! <3 <3 <3 much love!

Current Mood: Mellow-tastic.
Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
8:18 am
I ended up watching my friends pass around medical marijuana, then, proceeded to go to a party where people passed around a blunt. I didn't partake in any of the above activities, but when Jungle Juice was introduced into the equation, I couldn't help myself.

All in all I had..

1 beer (maybe half the can .. yech.)
1 shot of vanilla vodka
and 2.5 glasses of Jungle Juice. (Everclear and Hawaiian Punch..)

I hope you all enjoyed my "Squeeze Me" Victoria's Secret panties and my snuggly/kissy/dancing antics.

To those I have offended, duelly note the fact that I hardly ever party.

And to those I freaked the bejesus out of... I apologize for coming off as a complete ass.

And to Duncan...

I'm sorry I didn't come home last night. I was drunk and asleep.

Thanks to Jason, Zeke, Tim, and Marc for taking care of me (and my truck!) when I was intoxicated.

Thanks to whoever left my paper with information on it underneath my windshield wiper. I needed that for today.

And to whom may be concerned about my health...
I remember everything I did last night. I just couldn't walk straight.

Current Mood: going to finish work then nap!
Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
9:50 pm
alls I can says isss
Hurray for chronic?

ha ha.

...to be continued.

<3 Stephy

I am still sober in every way possible.
9:25 am
and the grass is green!

[X] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] have/I've had braces.
[ ] wear glasses.
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. Breast Reduction
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[X] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[?] My biological parents are together.
[?] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


[X] I'm in school.
[X] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school. Mono
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[X] I've skipped school.


[X] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[X] Disney movies still make me cry.
[X] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants(trousers) rip in public


[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[X] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.


[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[X] I've been to Mexico.
[ ]I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[X] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. it was an accident :(
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[X] I've been an abuse victim.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X]I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[X] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[X] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[X] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ]I've been bungee jumping.


[X] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[X] I've had someone cheat on me.
[X] I've gone on a blind date.
[X] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[X] I've cheated in a relationship. once, never again
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.


[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[X] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I love to flirt.
[X] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[ ] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my/someone's house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted


[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] Eaten shrooms
[ ] Popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.
[X] I see a therapist.

Death and Suicide

[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.


[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[X] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[X] I own something from Pac Sun. it's the only place I can find jeans I like
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[X] I own something from Hollister Co.

Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[X] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[X] I'm liberal.
[X] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
[X] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[X] I'm religious.
[X]I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."


[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[X] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[X] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[X] I am a morning person.
[X] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[X] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[X] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun.
[X] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[X] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[X] I love white chocolate
[X] I bite my nails.
[X] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[X] I'm good at remembering names
[X] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest




<3 /r0xx0r5

Current Mood: Ladies is pimps, too.
Monday, December 12th, 2005
9:19 am
I love you dog but NOT COOL

One of my most prized possessions my dog just ate.

(for those of you that didn't see it)

A guy who randomly came in with his family where I work

asked me if I was having a bad morning

(because I was slightly frazzled but still in good spirits,

smiling, and the like)

And he'd made me a rose from a straw and a napkin.

And now it's torn apart.

Duncan, that was not cool.

Current Mood: GRR and ARGh
Sunday, December 11th, 2005
1:53 am
I like how my puppy gets upset that I've been out all night and then he comes and shoves his food dish into my lap when I come in this late. Then I cuddle him and he waggles his tail: He's not hungry, he just is starved for attention. Permanenenenenenenenenenenently. <3 Who else loves my dog?!?!!
Saturday, December 10th, 2005
4:04 pm
woot.zor.er. <3 loverly....
Well my goodness.

I s'pose it's time for an update.


I'm looking around for a new job to add in addition to the one I have
even though WF is claiming
that I can get more hours after they get
the schedule fixed and all that other stuff.
..but it's still freally rusterating when I want to pay off my parents
for fronting the money for my truck getting fixed
and I also want to be able to pay off my credit card bill
(because I wanted to get GIFTS for people this year that weren't edible).

ohhhhh goodnessss

I want someone to share a bed with again :[ Not just for the fondling
but for the snuggly and for the waking up to having someone next to you that you know
you could kiss right then and wake them up and they'd be
a little fussy because you woke them up but Y O U K I S S E D T H E M
and they really like it when you kiss them.

mm hmmm.

I'm saving up for trips also.

I want to drive up to the northwest.. and go through California.



Anyone up for some snuggly?

If anyone wants Christmas cookies lemme know. <3 <3 <3 And let me know what kind you'd like!

Current Mood: Generally happy
Thursday, December 8th, 2005
12:00 pm
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Monday, December 5th, 2005
4:51 pm
boop boop
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last Friday I committed genocide... Sorry about that, skabeans (-5000 points). In July I set deflowerkid's puppy on fire (-66 points). In August I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Last Monday sir_cheese and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In June I farted in an elevator (-6 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-5198 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!


Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:


Oh Great Cthulhu!

I have been an extremely sedulous devotee this year.

In November, I burnt my copy of the Necronomicon (-75 points). In January, I defiled the grave of that traitor, Lovecraft (90 points). When the stars were right, I rescued [info]piratelifeguard from being sacrificed (-200 points). In May, I wore an Elder Sign (-10 points). Last week, I fed [info]krazy_enrique to a Shoggoth (250 points). In February, I called down the wrath of Yog-Sothoth upon [info]chaos_jester (65 points).

In short, I have been very good (120 points) and deserve the honour of having my body used as a host for one of your servitors.

Your humble and obedient servant,

Submit your own plea to Cthulhu!
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
10:56 am
And a beeeerrr iiiiinnnn a treeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
My LiveJournal 12 Days
My True Love gave to me...
12 crianca_aldains a-hooting.
11 thethinkingmans a-waddling.
10 livejamies a-yelling.
9 darkcows a-swimming.
8 omdreadss a-dialing.
7 krazy_enriques a-bouncing.
6 hisnerdinesss a-guzzling.
5 brown joefrenchs.
4 laying isrephaels.
3 Brazilian lacits.
2 kitten bluenazareths.
And a bup6518 in a pear tree.
Get gifts! Username:
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Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
11:33 am

Men See You As Playful

Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate
You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys
You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities
Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that!

Real update ... .. .. . /eh, whenever.

<3 boop boop bop bonk

Current Mood: Chip-cheeri-o.
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
7:24 pm
ATTN: Reptile lovers!
Hi there!

Remember the iguana I had bought for my parents after Gordo died?

S/He needs a new home. (My parents and I have opinions that differ about this. I think it's male and they think it's female).

He's free to a good home. He's about two years old and a little over 1 ft long.

<3 get back at me.
Monday, November 14th, 2005
4:39 am
heh heh heh.. /musings.
I got a birthday call from my broster.

Now I'm awake.

(and old(er)
Thursday, November 10th, 2005
10:25 am
*note to self*
Less cranberries, more almond slivers, a smidge more ginger, and make sure mom hasn't eaten all the good raisins.
Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
9:50 pm
And on with the cam-whoring. <3
Here we are. Just he and I.

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Camera Shy? .. .Yeah Right.

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My goodness. I've run out of ideas! :[

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Too Cute for words.. *Awwwwweeee*

Current Mood: Bored. *w/ a Capital B*
Tuesday, November 8th, 2005
9:22 am
You scored as The Sprightly Elfin Femme. Cute and irresistible, you inspire and foster the little kid in everyone. Also, you make the best cookies and cutest knit hats.


The Sprightly Elfin Femme


The Bohemian Dyke


The Student Dyke


The Surprise! Dyke


The Granola Dyke


The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke


The Magic Earring Ken Dyke


The Stud


The Little-Boy Dyke


The Quasi-Gothic Femme


The Femme Fatale


The Pretty-Boi Dyke


The Hipster Dyke


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Friday, November 4th, 2005
8:33 am
wewt! my public 5p34k1ng 5k1llz pWns j00
I think it's beyond awesome that I got an A on
my speech to sell a product last night.
It was more of an impromptu, but, I spent most of yesterday
baking my ass off and making tasties..

I ended up making 4 Pecan Pies
a batch of my Chocolate Chocolate-Raspberry Chip Cookies
and a German Marble Cake.

I arrived in class with my hands full of stuff and then I had to
go back to the Jeep to get two more pies. The class
FREAKED OUT and I started the process of handing stuff out,
and the guy next to me who's name I can never remember
(But I remember all the speeches he's done!)
Volunteered to shuck out the whipped cream and other toppings I had.

No one was allowed to eat what they had on their plate until I gave the go
ahead towards the end of my speech.

"Doesn't a worry-free dessert taste amazing?"

heh heh heh.

I had a slew of cookies left I gave to Christina
and the extra pies I have are going to Bill and Salem.
Salem totally saved my ass the other day.
<3 I'm going to miss her after she leaves WF. :(

and nowwwwwwwww I'm hungry for some real food but I don't know if we have any.

Hope everyone has a spectacular weekend! <3 <3 Call me if you want to hang out! :)

Current Mood: I need to spoon.
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